Now Playing // Crave You

Local Time [ 1.40am ] Singapore

Mother's day ended 1 hr and 40 minutes ago.
Mum went to bed feeling upset. probably disappointed and angry too. 
With brother. 
Brother is probably mad at her for being so angry with him cause its not his fault that he didnt check the tickets to Taipei that I booked for them. It cost $622. My mistake. 
And i feel really bad cause its been so long since my parents actually get to go on a holiday. 
Tonight i just really need someone to be here with me. To tell me that the problems that can be solved with money aren't problems at all. I could tell myself that. of course i can but it won't feel as comforting. also, a hug would be helpful too. 

The pure cancer just wants her family to be happy. 

Now Playing // Good Life

Local Time [ 1.10am ] Singapore

It'll be good if tonight doesnt end cause its time to head back to work tomorrow.
Funny how for the first 6 months of reporting to my sky office, I was enjoying myself but now, I just really want to leave and stay home and enroll myself in a fashion related course. Lead a healthy lifestyle-wake at 8am, sleep at 11pm. Go for morning exercise, go for yoga class in the evening. Learn to use my sewing machine, go to school, make friends, fall in love or not. Spend time with my friends and family and attend family events. Be successful in life.

But for now, all I can do is to add on to the list of reasons why I should stay and think positive.

Now Playing // How to save a life

Local time [ 2.15am ] Singapore

Its been long since I wrote.
Its been long since I've been bothered by anything at all.
Tonight, I feel like a friend who matters might be walking out of my life and the saddest part of it all, is the fact that I can't do anything about it. People come, people go. Im keeping faith that the one who goes will come back in time to come.